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Tuesday, August 31st, 2004
12:53 pm
journals changed. i prob. added you to my new one. i will be keeping this one only for random stuff. luvs, bran

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10:42 am
don't read. its boringCollapse )

back to the important things in life, i'm going shopping tomorrow, if i can successfully(?) get this damn room clean. i guess that means that i won't be shopping anytime soon, there are still clothes and what not all over the floor, i don't get it. whenever i try to clean, my room gets more dirty, dammit all above. i lost my digital camera, dammit, i really gotta clean. shizz.

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Monday, August 30th, 2004
2:03 pm

What Name Should You Have? by Lauren

i am obsessed with avon skin-so-soft rejuvinating peel-off hand mask. my life is good right now. going school shopping w/ mom 2morrow. granny gave me 200 to spend for school. gonna go to anchor blue and get a jansport backpack, pink w/white hawaiin flowers. i miss my friends. going to the beach tomorrow (b4 shopping). don't know when i'm getting my hair done though, prob. b4 the game @ the rosebowl. goodness, i wanna go somewhere. haven't seen some of you all summer, some of you haven't seen me. no this has not been brandee's summer where she has that miraculous change in her look, umm, i got taller. hehe. i got a lot of scars on my legs now from cheer, mainly from girls falling out of stunts and they scratch my legs, or from trying to get girls up into stunts and they scratch my legs. one might be from when me and this girl collapsed coming out of a shoulder stand. ho boy. does anyone remember me in 9th grade? (sorry carmen, you wouldn't know anything about that lol j/k). hehe, people keep telling me that i was really shy in 9th grade. is that true? i don't really remember. but whatever, this is just a bunch of gobbledegook and whatnot. well guys, i gotta go and finish cleaning my room, it looks like a hurricane hit it, clothes everywhere! ( i have to give some to red cross, not that i don't want to, its just that i want someone else to got through my clothes and give them away) i'm lazy. when my best friend z comes back, me, her, and melaine are gonna go see the excorcist (i don't want to, but we took a vote and they both wanted to see it) we'll prob sneak in to see a different movie though afterward. well, g2g. idk, don't really care though, as long as i can go shopping.

(gimme a kiss)

1:09 pm
idk. not much 2 say. me and the hermana just finished a cup of ice cream. its so cute when two sisters share a cup of ice cream together. it was some sour ice cream, yummy.

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Friday, August 27th, 2004
6:52 pm
not much to say. got my uniform, poms, and shoes today. i look like a turtle. enough said. we did pretty good. i know all the cheers, my jumps are looking good. i'm SO ready for school. i seriously cannot wait. less than two weeks guys. don't forget, schedule adjustments sept. 1 8 a.m. to noon. guys, please come to at least the first game. please. it would really make me feel good.

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Monday, August 23rd, 2004
6:17 pm
thanx guys. really. anyone coming to registration on thurs. and fri. will be seeing me. thats about it.

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1:50 am - holding them in.....that just may be what kills you....................
my life will never be the same.....Collapse )


i miss you, i want you, i need you.


i don't miss the tears, i don't want the fear, i don't need the pain

current mood: the pain is overcoming me.....

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Saturday, August 21st, 2004
6:47 pm
Important newsCollapse )

hopefully i will be getting the pictures that i took at camp developed soon. i really wanna see them. i really wanna know who i'm gonna have for math analysis and chemistry. i need to know..... i already know that i'm gonna have felcher for english, jackson for u.s. history, and douglas for all three of my electives. blah . don't really feel like explaining my blah right about now though. hehe, my brother has no pants on. i miss some of you guys. not all of you, but some of you. i think i will be getting my new phone (finally) inlike 2 weeks, then i will have a real phone. my friend really wants to talk to a friend of mine..........but she doesn't think he will talk to her b/c she is black.........i slapped her for saying that.  not much has been happening lately,     just cheer. i took my nails off, i don't remember them being so bare. i'm not used to having them be short after having them be long and acrilycized for so long. gotta find my digital camera. but have no clue as to where it could be. i need to get my hair done, it looks like shit......shut up........not much has been happening, so this has really been about nothing......call meCollapse )....gonna go now, gotta find my digital camera. thats it. luv ya, bye.

current mood: blah, like always, just blah.

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Thursday, August 19th, 2004
8:57 am
gettin my hair did today. got a knee brace yesterday. don't wanna go to practice as we will have to do shoulder stands (where one girl is standing on the other girls shoulders). and now my shoulders hurt. awww whateva. goin to the walk on friday. it will be fun. gotta get some gum though. thats about it. pretty boring. still haven't gotten my pictures developed. want some breaky. yummmm. tea and toast, tea and toast.

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Wednesday, August 18th, 2004
7:35 pm
at the present moment my knees hurt as i have just spent a grueling 5 hours at cheer practice doing: dances, shoulder stands, shoulder sit, halfs (last 3 are stunts),c artwheels, round-offs, round-off jumps. it was not fun. i did my "take it to the floor" dance. also:

i will be in the hollywood christmas parade

i will be cheering at the ucla game at the rosebowl

we will be dancing at school:

aug. 26 and 27 at the 9th grade orientation and registrations..

blah blah blah.

i still have not gotten my pictures developed, i will see if my father can take them in today. i will be doing the cancer walk on friday. i do love my husband (inside joke) and i am lonely as i have been to busy going to practices for everything uner the sun to talk to my friends who have decided to start calling me when i have my 5 hour daily practices. lovely.

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Monday, August 16th, 2004
2:08 pm - I'm Back!
camp was cool. we all had fun. i got what? 3 superiors amd a spirit award. hopefully, i will have my pictures up by weds. i had a "solo" it was funny. i'll tell you all what happened later, gotta go to the picture place and develop my pictures.


camp motto, gotta sing it. great fun, we all got some stuff off of our chests.

current mood: cheerful

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Wednesday, August 11th, 2004
10:48 pm - Camp is near......
*sigh* camp is coming up soon. i have to share a room with alexis, thats cool b/c i like her. i really hope i can get a camera so i can take pictures. we got our camp uniform and my shorts are incredibly, unbelievably short! hah, its hilarious! hmmm, don't know what movie to watch tomorrow in comps...... oh well. all my friends took the bus home today so i had no one to be with, so i walked all the way down to 18th street, then i walked all the way to the deli then back to school, then i went to practice and then i did a toe touch and it was beautiful. then we had to go outside to dance which sucked so much old bagels b/c all the stupid little football players were outside watching us, then we had to do jumps and then we did cartwheels! that was uber funny stuff. no, i'm serious. uber funny. then we had to do round-offs. that was when i realized that i couldn't do them.on top of that, we had to do round-offs into hurdles. hah. boy, i'm tired. i luv you all my babies!

yeah, you know.

current mood: content

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Tuesday, August 10th, 2004
3:30 pm - hehehe.....the bus.........your dumb ass.........cough cough nigga
No thank you, I'm not into dudes.....Collapse )

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11:58 am
not much to say. practice yesterday consisted of a grueling hour and a half straight of dancing ( no breaks, on tpo of that, there are stunts, jumps, kicks, and mini-heel stretching) hahahaa, thatz what my ass gets. BUT i am getting my abs in shape, now i can flash them all the time. hehe, some stupid little perverted boy comes running in the danc room while these girls are getting dressed, nasty little boys. not much else happened. going to mcdonalds today with jessica after we ride the bus. i get my camp uniform tomorrow, gotta take pictures so you all can see. i luv my life. wan go swimming, but can't. gonna go to the y and work out, do some cardio, work on my abs, and then practice my dance, my jumps, and my scorpian, which, for som eunexplainable reason, i can only hold up for two secinds now. WHAT HAPPENED TO MY FIVE-SECOND SCORPIAN?!?!?!?!?! as you can see, not much has been going on. holler if you want to.

current mood: cheerful

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Monday, August 9th, 2004
12:16 pm

current mood: crazy

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Sunday, August 8th, 2004
9:52 pm - You tell me, Have I Changed???????
well, my friends tell me i have changed DRASTICALLY over this summer. they keep telling me that i am gonna stop hanging out with the junior year b/c all of a sudden i have become more "popualr" which i think is a load of crap b/c the object of my affection prob. doesn't even know i'm alive, but anyhoo. yeah, they're all like brandeez not gonna hang out with us now because she's all cool and stuff and a cheerleader and cheerleaders only hang out with other cheerleaders. this isn't true! they keep saying that like every single day! not only that but my "new" friends are like you should dump them and hang with us b/c we are kooler than them and i'm like but i'm not like that!  like yeah, i hang out with my other friends more than i did in 9th and 10th grade, but i'm not gonna just leave my old friends. i truy do not think i have changed at all. GUESS WHAT?!?!?!?!?! when i turn 16, i can get my navel pierced! hells yeah! going to the beach on thurs. hopefully i can take pix while i'm there. havent put any pix up in a cool minute though. i'm growin out my hair so that i can get bangs. not the kinda bangs everyone else is getting but kindofa shorter cut aaliyaqh style bangs, sortofa reese witherspoon type thingermabobber, or whatever. but one thing about me that has changed is that i look and talk differently, i talk wierd now, kinda black with a bit of white mixed in. a lot of people like it, i don't care though, thats just the way i talk. i luv you guyz, bella and kate, zoolander tomorrow yeah? kool. damn it above all! i was supposed to call barbara back. oh well, i'll see her ass tomorrow.

luvs, you one and only (j/k j/k) brandee

current mood: calm

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Thursday, August 5th, 2004
11:11 am
on the upside, today, my husband come over and invited barbara to our wedding (heheheheheeeeeeeeee)

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10:42 am
i hate girls. most of all, i hate sophmore girls (but not carmen, and the ones that i like). let me tell you what happened. okay so, first of all, yesterday, i give this one girl (hereafter known as Shithead) Shithead a ride home, and so we are talking about practice and i'm like well, she (hereafter known as A-Hole) needs to speak up more. i mean she's captain and all. so, today, i walk up to them, shithead and a-hole and they are standing with another girl, barb, and jewel. the bell rings and barb and jewel walk up to me and tell me not to say anything anymore and not to give any suggestions. i ask them what they mean and they tell me that shithead has been tellig them all what i said and what not. so now, i'm like, well, i have them talking about me and shit, and like they won't even come up to me and tell me to my face. wtf? i have told a-hole what i had to say so there really is no reason for her to be instigating about every little thing. i have heard people say shit about her and i haven't told her. what if i would have? then she would be like well you are talking about me with people, not only that, but other people are talking about me. now, how does she think i feel? i'm like, well, not only does she talk about other people to me, but she goes and twists and turns my words saying shit about me. now, if i go up to her and ask her if she has been talking about me behind my back and she says no, some shit is gonna go down. what we need to do though is have a team meeting because i need to get some stuff off my chest. this is not gonna be cool. at all, because if i had to go to camp and stay in the room with her, i will not say a damn thing to her. i'm just not gonna say shit anymore. i'm gonna go to practice and what not and i'm not gonna say shit to her because i she that she just wants to fuck with me, all i have to say is:

if you want some, come get some.

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Sunday, August 1st, 2004
9:12 am - just woke up. don't talk to me bitch
god dammit. i meant to sleep until like 12 or sumthing. i got home at like 1 or sumthing like that. me and the family went to the drive-in (yes, they still have those) and saw a double feature:  i, robot (bloody brilliant) and dodgeball. it was kool.

watching the "dress rehearsal" for the olympic bball games.  a.i., lebron james, and omari stod. aren't playing. my husband is though.

Go Carmelo Anthony!!!!!        

current mood: calm

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Thursday, July 29th, 2004
3:58 pm
living life and life is living, very special...

in life, the pen is mighter than the sword, but you wanna have a sword around in case the pen doesn't work.

i wanna doughnut.

Yeah, My Boredom Has Gotten The Best Of Me Yet AgainCollapse )

well, 2morrow is the day that i find out if i am captain or not. i hope i am. in comps, me, bella and kate watched bowling for columbine. itz an uber cool movie by micheal moore and itz about the comlumbine shootings. itz great. now i want to see farenheit 9-11. don't know what to wear to school tomorrow. gotta fix up sum stuff for practice. maybe some team-building what not and uh gotta call dennis. it was so uber funny, they were looking at porno in comps class and i didn't know and i went to see why they were all laughing and i looked and they were like, look at this, look at this. and i'm like oookkkkkaaayyyyy. and thatz it.

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